information or lack thereof

you would think one would no more about someone after several years than several months

this weighs on my mind like the plague

realizing that you really don’t know anything more about someone than what is in front of you

others certainly know more, making you feel like there are secrets or that you are not worthy of having things shared with you

this makes you feel uninvited into the deepness of their mind, their soul

there will always be that competitor that wants more more more

i know of no facts about the past, just feeble comments or just hearing words from someone that make no sense

and the wondering of why i have resentment towards certain people

i started to feel that i could let go of the negativity, but no the process is starting over again

whatever i guess it doesn’t really matter now does it



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