backwards smile

i cried inside

when sitting next to you and noticed that smile

it wasn’t directed towards me but to the words illuminating on that magical screen

what a dumb question to ask what one is smiling at

this emotion i have inside is hard to describe

once told then confronted about it and it was denied

my feelings can’t be helped

it is all so perplexing and bothers me so much

i have no desire of acceptance only tolerance

what other choices do i have


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